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Donnerstag, 29. Mai 2014

Another hero in my life - Jessie Hammond

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It's been a while since my last post here but I want you to meet Jessie Hammond, a friend of mine and an amazing person, I hope you will all follow her blog because it is a great one, she is such a strong woman, I adore her.

Mittwoch, 30. April 2014

Islam, Christianity.....what is the "right" faith?

Yeah I think you can have the right faith, really I think that.
BUT it's not dependant on how u call ur god, how he looks or what he did.
It's about Hope, Love, respect.
About treating others as good as you can, helping others. Not being selfish.
Not hurting others.
Not killing nor raping.
Not about punishing the ppl who have a different religion.
The right religion doesn't exist, as in every religion u have the extremists, the ones who think they are the only ones who know what to do and who think all they do is right.
Some of them even do it in gods name, but that doesn't make it right.

It is awful to hear what ppl say........this muslim saying when christians fight against muslims they need to be attacked, and killed..... all these poor people being killed becos of their religion and u jus tsit there and ask urself why is this happening? Why do ppl think they have the right to do those things and o it in the name of God, Allah etc.....I guess  I will never understand how ppl can kill others and even say the believe in god, allah etc.
God is love thats what it is all about......so instead of killing ppl who don't have the same religion shouldn't they better live their religious life and respect that others have another faith?.....there was one girl she said islam means peace and that islam is about accepting and respecting others faith...........but I can't see that happenning..its sad.......I think no matter what religion u have if u are full of anger, if u kill people and treat them like gabbage u are confusing religion with extremism......religion should bring us peace not war........

So no one has the right religion as there is no right or wrong one.
Whenver it's about killing or hurting any living creature it's Hate, and has nothing to do with religion nor faith.
So whatever u believe in. If u are muslim, christian, buddhist, hindu.I don't care as long as u respect everyone. As long as u never harm someone intentionally u will have my total respect.

I hope one day it will be possible to have ur religion and don't have to be afraid to say it out loud.......nowadays trust me it's not easy to be christian either.......u have all the haters there on the net......but I simply don't care cos I know I am a good person, I believe in god and humanity and I respect other religions.
So yeah it's important to wake up and wake up others so we all realize it should never be about killing others!

Give respect and love, NEVER let hate into your heart.as soon as hate is in there it will never leave again and everything will be controlled by it........Let love be in there instead....no matter how hard this will be do it and u will surely have a better life than if u waste ur time with hating.


Dienstag, 29. April 2014

Just a quick post(more will follow)

well as u maybe noticed I watched something on TV.......the first hour it was about Malala, the girl from pakistan.........she is definitely a heroine and I will make a blogpost about her......now it's about Nigeria, fight between muslims and christians......and a group of terrorists who forbid education for girls..........it's awful how the world is outside our safe four walls.......and yet it makes me see how grateful I have to be......and what's really important in life.....and that I can't understand why ppl do hurt others inetntionally...........also in our so called civilized world........I talk about ppl who kill others for an euro, who rape, torture, steal.........people who cheat on their partner, it's a free world so u can choose if u want to have a monogamous relationship or not, there is no need to cheat and hurt!.....ppl who lie, who stab ur back, who betray, who think only of themselves, who are egoistic and selfish...all this in our civilized world?..........yeah.......so tell me how shall the world change when not even the civilized under us are true, honest, loyal, caring and loving?...........

Dienstag, 4. März 2014

A strong woman

Well I made a post or two about true heroes, and this lady is definitely a hero as well.
I love her, she is amazing, she cares for others even though she has been through a lot of shit.
I am honored to call her a friend.
She is also an author and about to publish her first book which will be her biography.
I think it takes a lot of courage to tell the story of your life when it is a story like this one.
I also plan to publish my biography and she just shows me that it is possible.
This is a biography we all should read not like the ones who are from celebrities or such who just want to make money.
This is the story of a brave woman who endured hell.
She is intelligent and has a supercute daughter.
I think she did well.
So I ask u all to read this post it has the cover and the first chapter in it <3

http://www.megancyrulewski.com/1/post/2014/03/first-look-cover-release-and-chapter-one-excerpt.html

If you have a heart you will cry

Well I did....So read this and see if u have a heart or not...for me it really made me smile and teary because this definitely helps me to believe that there is still a chance for the world and for humanity.
http://adultsuncensoredmix.ilyke.net/these-acts-of-humanity-that-restored-my-faith-in-this-life/47284

Samstag, 1. März 2014

The first interview

Yes here is it, the first interview I have ever had.
Chasity Nicole an author made it happen.
I am sooo happy I already feel like a star :)
Interview with me :) <---------just click on it :)

Sonntag, 23. Februar 2014

Falling in Love.......again and again

Is it possible to fall in love again and again? Everyday? With the same guy?
YES it definitely is possible as that is what's happening to me.
I don't know if u noticed but me and my boyfriend had a break a few weeks ago, after many bad times and big fights we had a break(we had 2 ones before)
BUT now we are back together and it feels even better, he changed so much for the better, he really makes an effort, he really works on himself which makes me proud of him and that I am his main inspiration is just WOW.
He is my main inspiration now as well so we both benefit from each others changes.
That is awesome I think.
I never felt so much love for him, and daily I fall more for him.
Our love now feels so much deeper and intense.
We deal so much better now with our own crap and our bad pasts, mental health conditions and issues.
We can now really be there for each other cos we finally accepted that we are worthy and that we deserve all the best.
I became so much stronger due to the whole stress between us, I know now I can live on my own, I can fight alone I don't need him to live my life, BUT also I know my life is so much brighter and better with him in it.
We have a long distance realtionship and yeah it does hurt often that we aren't together in person BUT I try to avoid that thinking, because I realized either way in person or not I have him in my life, if that's the only possible way to have him I will be fine cos I don't want to lose him again and actually I wanna spend the rest of our Lifes together in which way ever is possible.
I am not saying I prefer it this way LOL far from that but if it will be the only possible way I will do it.
He is much more now the man I always wanted, he is amazing , he did so much lately and I still can't believe that he did it partly for me.
I am just amazed by him, and I feel proven about what I always said about him, that he is a good man, that he has a big heart and that I am proud of him.
I love him and I will love him till my very last breath and beyond.
So yeah some of u will say it's stupid to keep this rel. but I don't care cos it's my life, some of u will maybe say it wont work but I don't care either. I mean even my own mother does this kind of badmouthing it and excuses it with saying she is just tired of him hurting me, even though I know she does it more because she just can't stand the fact that I am so much stronger and independant now.
Because I know the right ones will wish me luck, will be happy for me and support me so yeah.
I did also become more independant and I don't care that much about what others say about the things I say and do or even how I look.
It's healthier for me, and I mean in the end it's only important what I think about myelf, and the ones I love think about me.
And if he reads this: Baby? I love you, Ich liebe dich, Je t'aime, Te quiero, Ti amo! <3